ULTA...You Kill Me!

I'm a sucker for ULTA. I must be, deep down, a girly-girl, although I have vehemently denied it for as long as I can remember. There comes a point when a chic can't deny it any longer... Such as when she is standing in line at ULTA, happily holding her Level 6 rewards coupon. Yes. Level 6. Oh, you want to know how much I spent to get to Level 6? Um. Let's not. My husband might read this. Shhhhhh.

I am now the proud owner of some new Xen-Tan lotion that normally sells for $45 (but I got it free, yippee)! I'm also working my way up the levels as I am not getting a little more adventurous with my makeup choices. I remember being about 12 and picking through Teen Magazine, admiring Debbie Gibson and her blues, greens, yellows and hot pinks. (What was that makeup? Bonne Bell? Dang, wish I could remember.) Anyhoo, I wanted to look like her, be her... But I was never braver than brown.I love brown and all, but why have been afraid of being a tad bit bolder, demanding a little more attention? So, now I'm going to play a little!

I bought my first ever gel eye liner, Maybelline Eye Studio. That's featured in the pic. Not bad for the first time, I think. Then I saw that lovely green Forest Fury Color Explosion eye shadow that reacts to light. Ahhh. I love green. Happy, happy! I'll try that out for you and take a pic in the next few days. I plan to go green for the WF Derby Dame's first bout on Saturday. How can I not go crazy with color and fake eyelashes?! Yeah, I bought some Katy Perry Cool Kitty fake lashes too. :) Putting them on shall be amusing to anyone who gets the privilege of seeing me fumble and mutter curse words while repeatedly poking myself in the eye. Call it a premonition...I know me!

As I continue to experiment, I'll do occasional reviews and updates. I love reviews, and I've found my Amazon App as a my best shopping buddy as I repeatedly scan items just to read reviews before purchasing. Other shoppers call it annoying. I call it savvy. :)

p.s. I just gotta say that the new Blogger changes suck. I'm all about routine and knowing what is coming. I did not see this coming. Boo.

Going Splat Only Sounds Cool

Last night was a night of firsts. Some of them I can't wait to repeat (like participating more in mock bouts and learning the game). Some of them I hope I never, ever repeat (such as going splat onto the rink floor that lead to my first concussion which lead to my first CT scan). I knew the night held interesting events for me when I had that rare but crazy mix of emotions that only comes once in a blue moon: fear, excitement, curiosity, doubt, and a touch of panic. Maybe more than a touch...

Anyhoo, I got to actually participate in a jam. To ME, it was participation, as much as I could given my limited abilities. To my teammates, it was probably more like them doing the work while I muttered "sorry" and "what do I do!?" repeatedly. :) I had fun, learned quite a bit, and definitely look forward to the day when I can hold my own.

But...there was this one little thing sucked. I don't really know what happened other than one minute I was skating in my shaky "what the fuck am I doing" state, and the next...BAM!After a sleepless night of nausea and a throbbing headache, I went to the doc who confirmed I had a concussion. I was unable to convince her that I was fine, and I found myself at United Regional for my first CT scan. I haven't heard back so no news is surely good news.

Tomorrow I look forward to less pain (fingers crossed), breakfast with my son, and then pulling my kids out of school early to enjoy a Friday with them before heading to see my parents. We haven't seen them since November and still have our Christmas to enjoy! Yeah, presents in April! Dad wants to go "dancin" in McLean too. Not sure I want to boot-scoot, but I've got my new, purty cowgirl boots ready to show off! Yee-haw! Hope ya'll have a great weekend too!

Little Embers...and Roller Skates

Little embers are all that are left. My fire has waned with the challenges and frustrations of a particularly cruel school year. With only 2 months left til that delicious season known as summer, I feel a spark glowing deep inside. I'm not dead, just worn out...a lot. :)

My sanity has been hanging by a shoestring lately...more specifically, a roller skate lace! I've found the past 6 weeks a time of excitement and self-exploration as I have ventured into the rink of roller derby. Yes, roller derby. I'm sure you are picturing fierce, sassy chics bashing into each other, all spills and thrills wrapped in fishnets with a side of rink rash. Yeah, kinda. 

Today's roller derby is different, less rink wrestling for show and more skill and structure. Or so I've been told. I'm merely "fresh meat" as it were, a newbie to both skates and the fascinating world of Flat Track Roller Derby. I've spent the last month and half dreaming of joining the camaraderie, being a member of a team with a bad-ass name, of rolling into a bout with a confidence that could only belong to my alter ego. 

More than dreaming though, I've struggled with weakness, clumsiness, and the tug-of-war between a fear of pushing myself and a fear of what might happen if I do. Yeah, nothing bad-ass about that. I keep working though, but I know I need to step it up even more. I see where athleticism and intelligence cross when I watch my new friends hit the rink, and it is one hell of an impressive sight. They work hard, and it shows. I need to step my game up if I want to join theirs. 

This week is about pushing away the bitterness and frustration that dampens my spirit at work while pushing myself on the rink in a way keeps my spirit and excitement of becoming a skilled rollergirl burning! :)